What happens is that I write a nice little post on here and look at it for a couple days thinking how I should probably write something else. Then, suddenly three months have passed and I haven’t written anything new. It isn’t even about having something available for people to read consistently; it is instead about me writing down the reflections I have on my life.
So what have I been thinking lately? Basically everything.
I have been realizing how incredibly fortunate I am to have had the experiences and the opportunities which I have had in my life so far. I also have been thinking strongly about the potential that I have. In my heart I know that I could seriously do whatever I set my mind to do. The difficulty is figuring out which things to actually pursue because when I chase after a dream, I would like to chase after it with passion.
Before me stands the future as a great unpainted canvas. There are options of all kinds of medium that I can use to create my masterpiece. Right now I stand here pondering which ones would accomplish my overall purposes with the most effectiveness, with the most beauty. It is perplexing. It is frustrating at times. But at least I know that I am planning on creating something beautiful. To me, that seems like an alright start.